Monday, September 17, 2007
i'm sooo sorry my dear, i din blog for a few days cause tired and busy.. and today promise to call u when i reach home but i didn't i'm really really sorry forgive me kaes? dui bu qi my dear~ i tml shall wake up early early to call u and chat~ to amend my mistake hao ma?
Hmm today work at hello! shop doing nothing, wanted to contact dear by sms but at the hello shop soo many camera all link into the manager's office and manager kept asking me stuff loOkin at me i cant do anything haix~ tis is a torture week i dun wanna work same job at hello shop again le, torturing me and my dear, make my dear so lonely no one calls her and sms her sorry!! after work i went down to serangoon and meet guoxiang, kaixiang, kunsheng, johnny and bertram we had our dinner there, we were chatting away and i wanted to sms dear, but dear sms-ed xiang er~ at that moment my mind was huh dear nv msg me~.. but i think awhile i told myself maybe jus now i told my dear i going to eat with them after my dinner i will sms her and reach home will call her so it's ok.. den i sms dear while xiang er reply her.. i thought my dear will reply me after xiang-er reply but wad sadden me at the moment was dear reply le xiang-er but i still yet to receive a sms.. so i walk away frm dinner table and give a call to my dear, i asked her.. i'm so soorry dear to misunderstand u~ really sorry. in fact dear was typing a msg to reply me after xiang er sms but i was kinda jealous at that moment of time le =(( i hope my dear wun be upset over wad happen today that i nv kept my promise and tat moment of jeaslousy of mine~
dear being jealous over such matter shows tat u already stand a place in my heart. while u contact other guys i felt jealous, u close to other guys i felt insecure.. i hope u understand. but i dun wanna u to change for me. I know u love being a crowd its understandable and i trust whatever u do my dear.. i'm so sorry abt tat misunderstanding really~ dui bu qi wo de panda~ =( hope u will forgive me when u read my this post~
Moo:D
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