Friday, November 28, 2008
Relieved by yet sad
I'm really relieved and happy to know my dad is safe and sound after the operation, this major operation really freak me out. But i know the surgeons who operated on my dad are professors. I'm so glad that they saved my dad, i would really like to thank them. Thanks everyone who gave me moral support i really appreciated it.
Sadness why?
Yes my dad is save able to live on, but when i visited him after his operation, tubes were all over him, morphine injection was behind him so as to make him feel better. His life is saved, but .... those whom know would know. when i visited today he seems sad, i believe he knew what had happen perhaps the doctors had explained to him. The sadness on his face, really hurt me deep into my heart, how would a healthy person like him who doesn't smoke and drink would have this problem. Why the innocent have to suffer? while i was in hospital he dun even reply what i asked him, from his face i knew he is really sad, he would like to cry but tears just wouldn't flow out from his eyes. I wish that he will slowly understand and overcome these, this applies to me either. i hope after this i'm stronger. To be honest while typing this post, tears just flow out of my eyes. i just cant control myself. Even my mum drop tears seeing my dad in such pain and situation.
Haix furthermore sch work has been hindering me. How i wish i could take a break, out of this problem lived happily with my family in their pink of health? To those who read this post treat your parent well, they gave you the opportunity to come to this world, they had sufferred more than u expect. Just wish your parents would be healthy. with health nothing else really matters.
Life is nothing but obstacles. Once you overcome them, there would be more to come. With will overcoming obstacle isn't a problem, from obstacle you will learn to be a the vital lessons.
I hope i will be fine soon? Please give me tolerance if i'm not being myself. I'm sorry.
Moo:D
1:30 AM