Friday, October 26, 2007
hmMm i'm offered for OSIP, gd opportunities. it is jus the second day of my school, the lecturer asked 10 of us go for briefing, i thought its wad stupid briefing. hMm actually we are chosen for OSIP. i wanted to go soo much at first thought, but after awhile lots of problem surfaced. firstly is my dear shelly, if i got to go for this oversea attachment, can she bear to see me leave SG, and i not fan xin she alone here while i'm miles away in a foreign country. and secondly the money which i need to prepare for this OSIP is kinda problem too. Have to scrap and save money le. b4 going i need to purchase a laptop for myself too, in order to online and update with my dear while i'm there.
this week is kinda same, although sch reopen, met up with my classmates, all of them are still the same, funny and lame =)) and yeah we as a class are together again for 4 semsters~ hope this semster we strive hard together =)). although school reopen, work at deepavali bazaar is still going on, after lesson KX will drive me down to work unless our lesson ends early. hMm jus on thursday i went down to Ngee aNn poly to find dear dear after my lesson ended at 1pm, continued by the OSIP meeting.
dear dear although i know these few days u are feeling alittle strange, u are still my dear. i'm sorry if i had made any mistake to upset you. but i will try my best to make u feel better. if i really going for my oversea attachment. my big concern is you, i'm afraid u cant adapt without me, i'm so far away in another foreign country, you cant see me, i cant hug u=(. dear jus a word from u, i will opt out for this oversea attachment.
i'm afraid my duration there is too long, although i know this can be a test to our relationship but i dun wish both of us to suffer. i know u let me go cause its a gd opportunities but the thought of leaving u here alone jus dun feel good. dear dear~
Moo:D
12:20 PM